The Year Twenty-Ten

I love blogging.

And I miss it.

Everyday I find myself creeping on here, dying to click the "New Post" button.

And then instead I go read other blogs...and, for the most part, I don't comment because I feel so guilty actually wasting time blogging.

(I know. Not commenting when you read a blog is terrible. So sorry to those of you whose blogs I've been reading and not commenting on in the past while.)

Do you ever feel like you wish there was more time in a day?

There's just never enough time to do everything you want and need to do.

I have a list of things I need to get done every day, one for things that need to get done every week, a special list of things that need to get done for each specific week in particular, and then my wish of things I want to do because I love them. (I know. I'm list crazy. But I love them. Lists also make me happy!) And there is simply not enough time to do it all. Where does the time go? Seriously? It's already noon and I feel like I have so much more to accomplish today. And here I am blogging.

But you know what? I don't care.

I love blogging. It makes me happy.

And I love reading other people's blogs. So I'm going to do it.

I know New Years Resolutions are so cliche. And they never get accomplished.

But I have four.

And they sorta contradict each other---but to me, they make sense.

{one} Be more productive with my time so that I feel like I have more of it.

{two} Don't worry so much about how little time I have.

{three} Make a daily schedule.

{four} Don't really follow it.

I know, in a way they rule each other out.

But hey, I can try my best to fit everything I want and need into a day. But if I fail (and I surely will), I'm vowing to immediately get over it. Do what I can do and not worry about the rest of it. And having a schedule will help me. But I tend to get too caught up in my schedule. So if I don't want to follow it, great. If something else comes up, okay. Just go with the flow and do what makes me happy. That's what's important, right?